Anonymous asked: Hello. I'm Chinese woman. I now study in US. I have husband and son back home in China. I came in accident to your blog but now I read it often. I also have white American lover secret from my family. He is so different to my husband. He so much taller, bigger, have big muscles, powerful and manly, and yes, his cock much bigger, harder and much longer lasting. Everytime we have sex I see my family in my head and feel so bad, but I cannot stop. I love my lover and want have his mix white baby.
Hello chink. Like so many women before you, who have gone to the US to learn, you have begun your education on superior white cock. You are learning that white men are stronger, and more powerful, than the weaker more effeminate Asian men. You are learning that white men have larger sexual appetites with stamina to match. You are also learning that, despite feeling wrong, your needs and desire to please white cock reigns over everything else in your life.
Your conflicted feelings are only natural. It is normal for you to have some guilty feelings about your affair, but this feeling will eventually pass as you learn to accept your new role as a servant to white cock. Your rational mind is telling you to feel badly because you are acting against what society has dictated you should be like. But your natural instincts are taking over and telling you that your place is on your knees serving and being bred by superior white cock.
You cannot fight nature. It is who you are. It is better for you to accept your natural state and be happy and content than to be a fish swimming against the current. Your true desire is to serve and pleasure superior white cock while turning your chink husband into a cuckold. If you desire a white baby growing inside you then you should do this, but not before finding out what your white master wants and determining the role you want for your Asian husband.
I am glad you are following my blog. Message me again as I am interested to learn how this story unfolds.